Sexual, Masturbation and Porn Addiction Help Forum

Hey,

I'm finding out that all along I've been addicted to the chemical release in the orgasm via sex via masturbation. In order to get me there I fueled it with porn.

Today I can look at a fresh erotic magazine and try to masturbate in order to have that orgasm and chemical rush, but I can't do it anymore - my erection won't hold up. Part of me is angry, more frustrated than anything.... another is thankful because this may be God's way of causing a real chemical change in my brain so I'm not addicted to sex anymore.

I'm going thru a lot of headaches at times, lack of concentration, and I get very horny still, but I just can't carry out my addiction. It's VERY frustrating and relieving (spiritually) at the same time.

Anyone with the same going on in their life? This is my first post, and I don't know what stage each person is at. I believe if your Maker is sought out, He will change things. But it's awful painful sometimes!! How long will this last??