Sexual, Masturbation and Porn Addiction Help Forum

I am in tougher classes, but some how I am getting my homework done very quickly during school and not having much to do after school, leading to boredom. Today I was assigned to read 60 pages in Of Mice and Men and well I got to page 50 and decided to take a break because I had been reading through for the whole time with no breaks. Then I had nothing to do, and by the time I realized I had to do something to get my mind away from masturbating, I was already on a site and masturbating.
And then I realized, how can this be so stimulating? Doing it day after day, watching basically the same thing over and over again. And not enjoying it at the least bit.
And I am always tired afterward, and I don't want to finish the last 10 pages because I am stressed about this and I am tired.
Gah, I hope so much that...on my birthday that I will be able to go out and go driving by myself for a bit, just to get away. It would be good for me.
Less than 2 months away.
I can't wait.
Until next time everybody
Byee!