Sexual, Masturbation and Porn Addiction Help Forum

some of u might remember me. i'm back, and not with good news. and have been viewing porn and masturbating since early May. i am very ashamed but mostly because i wasn't honest with my wife and if i had not got busted i would still be doin it. i have excuses as to why i started again but my excuses are bullshit. i was clean once. and allowed myself to get sucked back into it. i thought i was so strong. please help.

Hi I completely understand, its so hard to break this, I was off to a great start, changed habits , only to fall back into it again, I have stopped now for 3 weeks and am see a councler reguarding self estem and marrage issues, that has helped, especially with the urges, but I know if I get one view of the porn, I am back into it full force. I know that if I were to be caught again (last time 13 years ago) it would be the end to my marrage. the issue still comes up even 13 years later of what it did and how it made her feel. You can do this . one day at a time, if you don't we all know what happens. we lose the ones we love. a stronger me

We all fall short of the glory of GOD. I hate the fact that I can't keep my hands off myself for more than a week. And this is my hurdle. What is yours? We all have a threshold for success, pain, and pleasure. You have to find it and reach for it. Once you are there then the real battle be begins. Just remember that if you resist the devil and delight in the Lord, satan will flee from you. Stay focus and stay strong but if you all "dust yourself off and try again" I HAVE, I WILL and you will too.



GOD BLESS

I wish I could say I am at 6 weeks, but yesterday I masturbated and pretty much gave in without a fight. Honestly, I'm glad to hear from you guys, but I wish I could be more encouraging. I was doing good, and then, I was in room all by myself with mirrors all around for a couple of nights, and the first night I was able to resist, but the second night I didn't. I hope I can resist better time. Everytime I think I have this beat, I am humbled. Thanks for the encouragement Cole.

Believe it or not, I messed up last night--I was up late, and turned on the computer, and you know the rest. It doesn't seem to get any easier, does it.