Sexual, Masturbation and Porn Addiction Help Forum

how is everyone? well so far i've been clean for 13 days. i have not viewed porn or masturbated. but i want to from time to time. my wife doesn't think we should have sex until she can at least stand to look at me without being disqusted. and thats been about 23 days (brutal). but i understand. at least when we do have sex i'll know that she is starting to love me again. she knows that it is tough for me to stay clean with a lack of sex and i think that wants to see if i can stay clean.