Hi i just want to put the number of days i count, without masturbating, i just need support... i did it two days in a row

today it was a hard day... i felt angry and stressfull and then i thought of doing it, and i did it.. i was angrier later and sad at the same time, im better but always a little down.
4 days
8 days
1 days
3 days
10 days
1 days
7 days
1 days(today...)
